I dun know exactly abt myself

My Kuti boy friend,

When I see even a girl friend beside u, I wanna hit her to run away from u …..
When I feel a neglect from u, I wanna take a risk to heavy cry…
When I get a kare from u, I wanna grab u like my own one….

But I dare not show my love for u..
Coz in my mind… I’m afraid u couldn’t love me like I do…..& I would lose yr kare….

But I kno u love me, too…

U didn’t like any girl for real
U didn’t get at least a girl friend more than me…..

U love me & I love u..
U kare me & I kare u….
U hold me & I hold u…..

If so, wat the damn thin r blocking between us?...

Pls forgive me I’m always saying other my boyfriends in front of u…..that’s because I’m making u jealous……

Hooooo……I wanna love u.. I wanna be held around yr arms……

Somethin is disturbing between us…..Wat’s that?.....i dun wanna kno.. unfortunately..I kno……

I’m just dropin my feelins……pls dun love me & another one as well…..get me?.......