Missing Words popin up from my heart without knockin it…….

Moody-minded deeds occuring up from my body without noticin ….

Heavy tears droppin down from my eyes without intendin….


Drifting in da thinkin field ‘bout da way i'm feelin………

I warmed my mind not to make a kall to ya...

I warmed my lips not to talk a lot infront of ya....

I warmed my heart not to shake so when i see ya.....

But....all r ramdom when i meet u..honey.................


Drifting in da thingin field 'bout da way u look at me.........

No 0ne to give me shoulders.....

No 0ne to give me Love....

No 0ne to give me mind......

At least....a kind look.....wat's wrong wif me?........


I need someone to care me..to love me...to give me shoulders...where is he?........

I need.........

It can make me hurt & pain........

It can take my tears & mind.........

It can give me the lonely pride........

P.S,......crying & typin at the same time..no 0ne by my side........

Dear my Online Boyfriend,


Why did u lie me?..why?..why?..

Did I do any wrong to ya?.....

Why u couldn’t tell me the truth?...

I ain’t hottie kinda gal!!!!.......

Were u be afraid to see me outside?.....

Where’r yr love & air kisses?....Had they gone by air?......

I shouldn’t trust a online bf……but I did…..U r making me insame…….

Damn..let it be…I gonna forget U passing through day by day…..


with loves
Online Princess

My Kuti boy friend,

When I see even a girl friend beside u, I wanna hit her to run away from u …..
When I feel a neglect from u, I wanna take a risk to heavy cry…
When I get a kare from u, I wanna grab u like my own one….

But I dare not show my love for u..
Coz in my mind… I’m afraid u couldn’t love me like I do…..& I would lose yr kare….

But I kno u love me, too…

U didn’t like any girl for real
U didn’t get at least a girl friend more than me…..

U love me & I love u..
U kare me & I kare u….
U hold me & I hold u…..

If so, wat the damn thin r blocking between us?...

Pls forgive me I’m always saying other my boyfriends in front of u…..that’s because I’m making u jealous……

Hooooo……I wanna love u.. I wanna be held around yr arms……

Somethin is disturbing between us…..Wat’s that?.....i dun wanna kno.. unfortunately..I kno……

I’m just dropin my feelins……pls dun love me & another one as well…..get me?.......

Damn Geeza!!!

Dun forget I"m followin u everytime , anywhere..U must be heart-broken like da way u did to me!!!.....n yr new one also.....she must be taken his bf by someone like da way she took from me....

Hey..everybody..that's my pretty curse to my old flamed..if any wanna kno abt that,,juz mail me...

fisrstly..I like to talk abt person in charge or heads!!..they all r damn shit kinda ppl!!!.thinkin themselves as a Mr.Biggy..only being da heads..can't we talk to them directly?...how u think my words?....fa me...i denny hink so!!...woteva kinda ppl they r..everyb0dy can talk & mail also ..rt?...How they stop being mailed?...they aren't God whether they r damn rich or not.....so we can't worship them..d'accord!!!!!.....Why they wanna to go crashing an employer's life just mailin them without informin superiors?..Can they?....wateva in my mind..i had to yield to them coz of my livin......& did write for confession.....!!!..wat da fuckin big case?..why i did so?.....may be for one reason my family is depending on me!!!!!!!!!!..if not..i wish i would slut them & blow shit on their faces......am i rt?....